Today, i heard a story that really disturbs me. Now, i might just be overly sensitive on the issue, or totally emo, feel free to comment. But the conversation goes something like this...
She: Oh, btw, I found out something about you..
me: mm? what about me?
She: Mr.E told me that he found out that half the boys in KL wanna bang you.
(mr. E is her sorta 'friend' so we know its a reliable source)me: wtf? what are you talking about??
She: Yeah, they refer to you as the purple haired girl and they all wanna either bang you or have some sort of thing with you. Even if its just once.
me: .... Tell me you're joking... How the hell do they even know who I am??!
She: Clubbing. you and your social life
me: I don't club! i only go to Loft and PP anywyas!
She: all your random events in other clubs, and they see you standing outside zouk..
Then they point, and Mr. E sorta knows you.. and he hears from them, from their friends, etc
me: wtf...
Call me sensitive, but somehow, knowing that there are a bunch of nameless, faceless people mentally fucking you while you stand there (or worse yet, when you're not there) makes me feel very watched/violated.
As psyched that I was about Lapsap, the feeling that I want to just run away/disappear from the social scene for awhile. I dislike the feeling of being watched.
Especially now that I have good reason to keep a low profile.
No, that doesnt mean I wont go out anymore.. just that I will keep it down low even if i go out.
Bye to the wild party girl for awhile. I need a break.
