So far, so good.
The rekindling of friendships just puts a smile on my face. And as many times before, i desperately hope that it lasts... i mean, we're old enough to let bygones be bygones right?
This new yr, (well,not so new year) has seen me as a slightly different person. And although my self-search is far from over, i am now more calm about it. i no longer feel the need to have all the answers and know everything, be in control of it all, etc. You live, you learn, you grow. And that's never gonna end. So why stress out about it right?
2007 was a year of parties, friends and all-round mind blowing nonstopFUN! i wonder what's installed for 2008.
Its true when people say that we are often like the people closest to us. Somehow, since meeting a certain someone, all the hidden, or forgotten bits of myself has started to emerge again. The lust for life, the looking at things from a different perspective, a different angle. For the first time in a long while, im seeing things from an artistic point of view. The old interest in photography has emerged, gnawing at me like a puppy to a bone. The immense need to just go out there and do it. Unfortunately, im a lazy git. so i sit here and i let the feeling fester till it either gets so overwhelming that i jump into it, or this whimsical nature of mine would take over and id have a different obsession.
Alas, the year has just begun. at the beginning of '07 i never thought that my life would have turned out the way it did... but i have no regrets for it, merely that i did not capture enough of it in my memories. All the amazing people, the irreverence of it all. The twinkling laughter and the love we share for one another.
Lets see where this year takes us. who knows, i might be pleasantly suprised again.
