my alternative weekend -----> Monday, October 08, 2007
So all week i've been pretty much occupied with work and then training.
For those of you who don't already know, i was busy training for some XBOX360 game called Dead or Alive 4.
Basically, its a fighting game that is similar to the more popular Tekken. blablabla..*geek speak* okies. anyways, so yeah.. all week after work, whenever i could.. i would be at INC (thats a cybercafe in ss2) training my ass off.. getting it whoopped then kicking some ass back.
then, the countdown began for the tournament.. Thursday i went to INC to pick up my team shirt... followed by a few beers @ Laundry with Merv and Riz... met up with Superbar Chak too! Saw a lot of old kaki's oso.. like Superbar Suren, Superbar Dinesh and Jeremie.
Minum minum then went home, crashed and got prepared for Friday... *drumrolls*
Friday was supposedly the start of tournament.. didn't happen. stupid schedules.. wasted my leave.. *Cries* ah well.. had a good time just relaxing for once..
Friday night, as if i would ever miss a friday night.. for anything! *grins* 1st stop was to Bar Blonde @ Asian Heritage Row, as there was some private function thingo by Kent. went there, and found out that it's free flow.. yessss! hehehe needless to say, minum-ed la.. saw a couple of old friends.. like Hartamas Shan... Tom was there.. (oh, the drama...more on that later) and of course, Madz+Adam and Joyce. Then Eddy came.. then we ALL decide to leave to TAG.. woo hoo! TAGG!!! =p
TAG was funnn... albeit slightly empty.. saw Fizzy, Nur, Hakim, etcetc.. the regulars la.. puasa oso kenot tahan sort of TAG-ers. ;)
was good fun.. i even broke my heels! hahahha. absolutely terrible... i was so sloshed that i jsut removed the damn things and pranced around TAG barefooted. Luckily it wasnt crowded, and i had most of the ppl there look after my darling feet.. *grins* ppl were gathering around me to make sure that the dancing crowd doesnt step on me, and watching where they throw their ciggies.. so sweet!
and of course, Diane wouldnt be Diane without some form of drama or another.. Story of the night goes, Diane is sloshed and feeling bored/frisky.. so after a bit of random conversation, she finds herself making out with a guy friend.. which was bloody weird.. followed by a girl being jealous of that (i think she was jealous..) and grabbing Diane for some action too... Sloshed Di is very compliant.. meh. the oddity..
Anyways, story goes on to say that a certain photographer got very very VERY upset cos mr. phoprghr has a crush on Miss Di. And told her in no uncertain terms that he is extremely pissed off because she was kissing someone else.. and didnt want to see her again. to be fair, he was bloody drunk as well.
so night goes on, and Diane is sort of avoiding the dude now.... with her friends as reinforcement... but when they all walk out of the club, mr. photgphr is still upset but following her closely.. frowning at the whole group. By now, Diane is obviously annoyed.. so she gets ppl to drag her away from the guy. ugh. end of drama. not.
night goes on.. and Diane ends up yum-chaing with Kelvin and Daryl.. seems routine nowadays doesnt it? ;) mid-way tho..she got msgs upon msgs from that guy.. ugh.. obviously saying sorry.. etcetcetc... whatver la.. sigh.. how does she end up with these ppl.. trouble magnet i tell you...
the rest of the night goes well.. =) she found what she's been searching for.. and with a happy heart, she slept.
*Rings*
oh no! am late! shitshitshit! tournament day! im spose to register at 12.30 - 1pm... but its 12pm and im still in bed!! shit!! rushed to shower and get dressed, etc and flew off to Cineleisure.. pressure on, and tension is running high...
i went off to the tournament completely late.. reached at 1-ish.. walked up to the registration counter only to realise that my IC is GONE! shits! i panic.. i wanna play!! but i cant cos i dont have my IC to register.. i quickly found merv and went off to my hse.. i assume that i left it there... turned my room upside down.. but nope.. couldnt find it.. *cries*
by now, i was extremely late. and panicking... called merv and we end up in a police station, lodging a report. Luckily it was quick..got the papers and ran off to Cineleisure for tournament.. yay!! i got accepted...
but, the wait was reaaaalllyyy long... match kept getting post-poned.. from 3pm to 5.30 to 6pm, finally, at 8.30, i got the 1st match.. eeks!!
my hands were shaking!! 1st match was the scariest! To make things more clear, to win, you need to be the 1st to win 5 rounds... my 1st match scored 5 - 4.... i won it by 1 point.. phew~
matches go on and i won the other 2 as well.. so i got into the winner's bracket FINALS! woot! i think that in itself was enough of an achievement for me.. =) i'd never expected it.. hehe
after that long day, i really had to unwind.. went off to Eddy's for a beer and some smokes.. mm~ that was uber relaxing.. won @ chess with him too! *grins* checkmate yo!
sleeps after... loonnnnggg hibernation @ home..
i wake up on sunday afternoon, and i go *shit* its the finals today! eeks!! at this point, i had no idea who i'd b fighting... it was down to Elaine vs. Haley... long day of waiting... and the match begins... Elaine won... i wonder why haley let go so much..
Then. it was my turn.. sadly.. i panicked and i lost.. badly.. =( now, because i was in the winner's bracket.. i had immunity. i coulda lost 1 round.. all i needed was 1 win...
1st round.. i lost 5-3... 2nd round.. 5-1... sheesh. so sad.. =( but at least i was runner up.. ^^ and at least i went thru with it and know that i did try my best. =) the best person won... congrats to be3 aka Elaine.
in other stories. im completely and totally mind-fucked by Rudy i think. yesterday, after my 3 wins, i get off stage and along with all the hybrid boys (all old friends and also friends of rudy's), rudy was there. yes, i know he was there bcos yong is playing too... but yeah.. he hugged me good and proper and in his own way, let me know that he was really proud of me. then every1 else bear hugged me, etc..
then, today, when i saw him, he hugged me. said hie... at one point when i was smoking outside with some ppl that we both know, he comes towards me and starts tickling me, but gets upset when i do the same.. sigh.. then he stands right next to me and puts his arms around me, hugging me.. talking to me.. wtf.. way to go flashbacks! -.-
but, when asked if i would support Yong or Terence and i said Terence (cos he's INC too!), rudy lets go of me and merajuk and hugs yong instead, telling me that he doesnt wanna layan me if i wont support Yong.. wtf indeed... ugh!!
tonight i come home, and i am numb.. as mentioned, i lost the match... but im not sure if im happy or sad. on one hand, i really wanted to win.. badly.. it woulda been great fun... also troubles me that i wanted to win so that rudy would be proud of me.. i dont know why i should care abt what he thinks. its not sif im still in love with him.. maybe i just wanted to pry his attention away a little. i dont know what he's up to la...
on the other hand.. this frees me .. i can now go apply to UK with a clear mind.. but im scared... really really scared of going now.. after prolonging it so much.. the fear and doubt has come to me and hit me like a ton of bricks. that and i had a purpose for UK. 1st it was to have fun and all.. but im wondering if i can survive with no support from any1... no parental backup is a scary thing.. more so if im in a foreign country.... friends can only do so much... 2nd reason.. well.. we all know what my 2nd reason is innit? if u dont know, u shouldnt b at this blog.. cos ive been obsessing abt that 2nd one for quite awhile now. my worry is that like rudy, i dont know what is up with the 2nd one.. i dont know what the 2nd 1 is looking for, or expects or wants. there i said it. i need a clear picture/answer... if anyone can answer me on that one, please do... u can tagboard, email or even Facebook msg me.. whatever..
more concerns... my shitty job is starting to look up. all my complaints abt boredom and OSIM has finally hit someone or another.. im not unofficially, partially working on the facebook events aspects of uMobile. AND my boss just informed me that i'd be working on the new Lowyat development, known as Rivercity.
and i mentioned that i might want to switch to strategic planning instead of being an AE, and i have been informed unofficially that there is an opening next yr for a junior planner... and all i have to do is take advantage of knowing about this opening and doing something about it...
see why im in a dilemma about UK now? =( i'd b more than happy to hear of any comments/suggestions ppl.. help me ease my crowded messy mind.
Cheers! off to bed. it's 2.30 am and i have work tmr.. byebye ^^
